Menopause instead was Uterine Fibroids and the career that failed

I have recently become unemployed and this has kicked my menopause into over drive. Good thing is I am alert and feeling life to the fullest, lol.

I feel resentment my ex boss fired me on a day that I was feeling like an 11 year old just starting puberty and no one to talk about it.

Everyone that is older than me have already had their insides taken out and had no way to explain or have any knowledge on how to help. I had already been to the doctors multiple times and removing my insides was not one of them since this is a natural accuracy.

So if this is so natural, how can a person going though menopause be employed at all? I am sick about fifteen days out of every two months. What employer would hire that? Probably the real reason I got fired. Lol. : Even though I had not gotten that bad off yet. Just getting unemployed kick the stress level which in turn kick in the menopause further.

Yes I can be mad at my former boss; yes I can be mad at myself. I am trying to stay neutral on either side of my being unemployed and not letting anybody take one side or the other. Lessons are to be learned and I am bound a determent to learn them.

I just was not expecting menopause to flip a hand into the mix. It does not help when sometimes I think like a man and think menopause is a crappy excuse, BECAUSE NO BODY TALKS ABOUT IT!!!!

I even now this menopause is a Natural accuracy but it am starting to make me Crazy!!! I have done my best to adjust my pain management to tolerate, avoid the depression, avoid the Fibermalgia, Myfacial pain BUT MENAPAUSE oh Crap!!

The spuratic feeling I am giving birth out my stomach, or intestines, bladder, or oh my god the uturise. The explosion from just below my shoulders to my hips can just get mummifying. Yet I am on here trying to talk about it trying to ward off the Fibermalgia burn going down my back between my shoulders poking down into my lower ache of my back between my hips. Yes I am being NICE!

I will put the joke in the next section based on a web page of labeling oneself for employment needs to...

Yes this was on a web site; I try my best not to be a racist, so I was astonished to see this on a Black person’s web site on things to do to your resume to help your chances of employment.

I thought that was the one thing that minority people tried to avoid, BRANDING ONES SELF. Branding to a mold that is untrue is doomed. Branding to repress, branding to limit to constraints of one’s abilities.

Well I AM TRYING MY BEST NOT TO BRAND MYSELF OR LIMIT MY SELF TO MENAPAUSE.

THAT JUST CAN NOT BE HELPFUL TO GET A NEW CAREER GET MY POINT!